As I read my previous positivity boasting notes I start think to myself, "Why am I not listening to what I have said?". Job searching is taking its toll on me big time. As hard as I try to push the stress aside, it's been poking it's nasty little head through the curtain. The stress of sitting around doing nothing everyday and the disappointment of not finding decent job openings is really getting to me. These last few days have felt like such downers for me. I really need to pick myself up again before all the pieces are spilled on the floor. I need to escape this job so I can keep my sanity! Why should my friends and family have to deal with my constant griping about a job I hate? But right now that is the main topic of my life...When did my life become centered around work? If I am going to be stuck at this job I need a solution!! I think the solution will be Christmas. I know that right now you're thinking to yourself that Christmas is 2 months away. Well I am the over planner of the century and I will focus on planning for Christmas. There are Christmas gifts to buy, Christmas cards to buy and write, Christmas gifts to make, parties to plan, cookies to bake and so much more. Maybe if I put my energy into Christmas all the other junk will seem insignificant. Plus only a few more weeks until I can deem it not too early to start decorating!! Yay!!
In other news I am thinking of taking an on the side job of clowning. It will probably be difficult at first because you have to decide what type of clown you want to be and how to set a small business type thing around it but I think I can make it work. With my love for acting and being silly I think that clowning will come naturally to me and if not then I am no worse for wear. I think that it would be a super fun way to make a little extra cash on the side.
OK so I am boring today. I thought that I would have more to say but apparently I really, really don't. My hope for the next few days is SNOW. Keep thinking snowy thoughts, it would be a wonderful pick me up!!
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